This is What My fatty type to me.

Good morning laopo. Somethings are hard to say out from my mouth and i bet you won't sit there and listen to me yeah. I think we had really drifted apart. Let's not blame who's right or wrong. Let's just say what things had changes between us. Something is missing. Laopo, have you realised that we had been very long never really laugh happily together. Never disturb or make fun of each other already. Never really talk so much with each other. We no longer smile that much. I miss all those happiness. Really. I hate all these feelings, wanted to talk so much so much with you but i just don't know how. So i rather talk to you at twitter. I sense you are more happier, wanting to talk to ne much more at twitter. Sigh, when had we both become like this? Talks more in twitter than in real life. Laopo, i know you are unhappy with me, i can see that from your face. You give me a face that you don't feel like talking to me. Anytime you may feel like bursting out your anger on me but you never. I can see you are controlling, i don't know you control is you want to wait for thw right time and give me a big bang staight and bye bye. Or maybe you are controlling cos you don't wanna make this get worst. I don't know the reason and i don't wanna know. Right now, i want to really really clear this matter and solve it. I don't want drag anylonger cos if it continue like this, there's really no turning back. Maybe i had done too many that i nyself can't even remember. I'm sorry for that. Sometimes  i wonder is it god that wanna teat our love? We said we were fated, we were miracles. Everything went smoothly before. Now is it really is god? Laopo, is there alot of unhappiness keeping inside your heart? Tell me? I really wanna know. I'm not somebody who can reads mind. I can't read your mind. Please tell me what's keeping inside you? You think i had change? I tell you now, i had never change neither did my feelings fade. But there's somethings changes i admit. I no longer could smile, i no longer look at you. I no longer hold your  hand when we were out, i no longer give you attention and i no longer seeks attention. Past few days we talk abit, you really felt nothing? I felt something had gone  
   missing. It all feels so fake. Can we let's not hide and be truthful to each other. Settle once and for all. I don't wanna just waste my days with you like that. I wanna tresure and cherish you with the time i when i'm still with you. I want you to be happy. I miss all your smile,
your laughter. Sometimes i feel i would just rather you beat me scold me. At least there's still something goes on better than doing our things. This relationship don't come easy. I don't wanna just end it like this. I srill wanna celebrate alot of occasions with you, you know? Laopo, let'# just solve this matter. Talk things out.  Let's start all over again hao ma? I want a honest reply from you.

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